yusuf

Posted 12 Years Ago

I only write when i feel my fingers gravely pleading to move the pen , or when i am so lost in thought that i feel that the upper part of my brain is as light as nothing . . Sometimes i pick up the pen to write something , and then after few lines i leave it right there , because i feel i am not feeling it properly... I am 18 , I am careless , Not very thoughtful . . So i write very rarely. . Sometimes in bus , train , on road , or in between some important work i am doing . . My sub-conscious mind gives me a push about writing something. . Which i felt , all of a sudden . . .if i couldnt let it out at that very moment , i come home , and i feel very sad and fucked up. . The beauty of it is just at the moment. .it's priceless. . Sometimes i suffer pain deliberately , so that later i can write about it. . It's crazy . .but that is how it is. . Sometimes i pick up a pen just to jot down some random lines , and i end up writing a whole short-story , my first short story came up that way. . It's like a sudden orgasm-attack.. So it can be anything to write . . pain , happiness , grief , agony . .anything! Sometimes it takes days to generate the right feeling to explode through your pen , and sometimes it can happen all of a sudden ,anytime , anyplace , anywhere. .you just got to find that right feeling , and imbue it in you until you find running berserk in your nerves , throbbing inside to form words. And yes , i think , A writer will write what he feels , life has phases . . Dark phase , bright phase , so a writer will write in respect to what phase he is in , and i think it goes without saying that phases change , happy goes sad , and sad goes happy, before or after. . We just need to magnify every tinge of emotion in ourselves to write.. That's what i think. .