Prefect Ford

I am a story teller, but not by choice. I have all kinds of stories in my head that I never put on paper. My dreams tell stories, even if I don't like them. I can't help it and it has driven me mad for years. I finally realized that, having all the signs and symptoms of a writer (social and generalized anxiety, alcoholism, uncontrollable daydreaming, procrastination & insanity), I was supposed to be a writer. I chose to be a music video director and now MTV is gone and so are music videos, so I would still be an under-paid anxiety-laden mad alcoholic that daydreams and wishes she didn't have responsibilities...Or shacked up in the cuckoos nest (they tried to encourage me there, but I still didn't listen!)