Chance

I'm Chance. Only eighteen and already severely fucked up my life. Got into drugs at an early age, 12 to be exact, used to be just heroin, then got into meth. I used to drink and f**k around and party, then I got a girl knocked up, and now have a daughter named Kayla. She is the most beautiful person in the world, but here recently, I haven't been being a very good father. Which is really fucked up, because I never had a very good father, and vowed that I would never put a child through that. I had a best friend, but feelings got in the way of it, and completely fucked it up. So, I've been being a prick to that person ever since, only because I was too arogent to admit that the reason why is because I loved them too, and they hurt me as much as I hurt them. Then I found a beautiful, amazing girl, unlike person I had ever met before. I wanted to give her everything, I wanted to do anything I possibly could to make her happy. But I fucked that up too. So, now I have lost her, and everything else in my life. She wouldn't believe it, she thinks our relationship was a joke, but it wasn't, I loved her, and I wanted a future with her. And I used to want a future with that other person I've been hurting for so many years. So, you see, I'm just a f**k-up. Nothing more. And now, I'm going to go back to where I grew up, away from everyone I've hurt, and try to get my life straightened out. I know there will never be any forgiveness for what I've done, but I want to be able to at least honestly say that I am sorry. So, I am not really a great person to get involved with, because if I do, I'll probably f**k up your life too. I won't be on here too often. But yeah, so that is me. Just your adverage, everyday, complete f**k-up.