Is There Love In This World For Me?

Do I really want what others have?

I dont think I do.

I think I used to feel like I needed it.

I think I was wrong.

The touch of someone who wont be there for me.

I dont think I want that.

The nights being held in someone's arms?

I think that was a dream that should be forgotten. 

Why would I want that anyway?

I had a taste of that, and look what happened.

People got hurt.

I know I don't want that.

There is love in this world?

The majority of it is hate through my eyes.

The love I thought I wanted to share with someone?

I dont think I want that anymore.

I loved and I lost.

I laughed and I cried.

I smiled and I bit my lip to hide the sadness.

I dont think I want that anymore.

I dont know what to do.

My heart has been hurt and my heart has hurt him.

Do I want to go through that again?

I dont think I do.

Reviews

[Suditi]

It is a very profound poem.
The feelings are raw and beautifully expressed.

[Sarah]

Its realy powerful and deep. Realy good Jessa.