Descend

The theft of my happy days

    The cause of my lonely nights

       The feeling that never leaves but stays

          The reason for my internal fights

The fights of the mornings

   Not wanting to get out of bed

They told me to heed the warnings

             All of my own words unheard, unsaid

The fights of the night

    Fighting to keep my eyes shut

  The light will be too bright"

      Tell myself anything to not cut

The fights of the afternoon

   The urges at the hell hole called school

       I lie to myself, say I'll be home soon

         "I can cut when I can get a hold of a tool"

                                    The days have gotten harder  

    This daily occurrence is tearing me apart

         I just want the blade that I used to adore

The descent to hell is about to start

Author's Note

Idk bored

Reviews

[Sami Khalil]

The title , the poem , the format are al great . I hope things will be better in the future...:)

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Are you alright Jess? if you need to talk just text me.

[Silentnightmare♊]

i really hope this isn't how you feel