If you really knew me

If you really knew me you would know that:

I love my friends

I support gays, bis, lesbians, anything even though I am straight.

I volunteer at the public library with kids.

I take care of my own.

I keep things bottled up.

I feel like a burden if I have to ask for help.

I take care of my younger sister.

My mom and stepdad do drugs.

I have to help my mom when she goes overboard.

I am not the greatest at school.

I am really into anime~!

I love to go to the mall and creep people out with my friends.

I love to help people.

I love to listen to people's problems if it helps.

I keep a smile on my face even though I hurt.

I get made fun of.

I have my weaknesses.

I get pleasure from pain. (not like that sickos XP)

I do not know my dad.

I feel unwanted at times.

Singing and dancing makes me happeh~!

Drawing is one of my favorite pass times.

Reading stories helps me escape the real world.

Writing helps me get all of my mental problems out.

History is one of my favorite subjects.

I stick to my beliefs.

I think its funny when people are tipping in their chairs and they fall over.

I get depressed a lot.

I love Ramen~!!!!!

I love to read James Patterson.

I am said to be extremely random.

Show choir is awesome.

I have saved people from killing themselves.

I have lost people from killing themselves.

I have anime posters all over my room like a nerd.

I am always self conscious.

I keep losing friends.

I force smiles when I really want to cry. (kinda said that already but oh well)

I am addicted to music. 

I play piano and keyboard.

I want to travel the world someday.

I hate politics.

I have a weird obsession with drawing eyes.

My favorite color is orange.

I have been almost kicked out of the house six times in my life.

Foxes are my favorite animals.

I sometimes write 'anime' when I try to write animals. -.-''

I hate when mom and my stepdad fight.

I have no idea what my religion is.

I would hang out at a friends house rather than go to a club.

My room is hardly ever clean.

I was sexually abused when I was seven.

I am totally for women's rights.

I love going to anime conventions.

I want to be a voice director for anime when I graduate college.

I worry all the time that I will not be able to have kids.

I am deathly afraid of mirrors.

I am the biggest procrastinator. 

I love the Michigan scenery.

I have heart burn...A LOT

I make up characters with my books I write and get very attached to them.

I yell at a computer when it asks me if I am human.

I love crime shows. (Criminal Minds~!)

I got to meet Blake Shepard and it was amazing!

The fact that I cant help my friends every time kills me.

I worry way more than I should.

I dont know why but I like depressing music.

I love to curl up and watch a chick flick once a couple hundred years.

I have stared in three musicals/plays at my school.

I hate a lot about myself.

I spend at least twenty minutes in the bathroom either reading or writing. XDD

I am pretty big on role playing.

I feel extremely lucky to have my friends.

I have sudden urges to watch old shows like "Hey Arnold", "Rugrats", ect.

I dont really expect people to read all of this.

If you mess with my friends, you mess with me.

I cannot sleep with my socks on without waking up with one missing.

I walk to school almost everyday.

I look at a teacher in the eyes and nod even though I'm not listening.

I feel like I hurt my friends all the time.

At the time of writing this, I am sitting in my fourth block class.

I know this sounds sadistic, but I laugh at decapitation in movies...

I get asked all the time if I am pregnant because I wear baggy clothes.

If anyone asked me how I am, I will most likely say "fine" or "tired".

I just noticed that that blue up there hurts my eyes...

I have never had a real job.

I really just dont know what to do with my life anymore...

Reviews

[Aerosol4Brains]

So human. It's refreshing. Imagine having someone like you as a character on our bookshelves? We need someone like this :)

[♋ Iris ♋]

XD thanks for the review~! ^_^ I would love to write an autobiography...but my life is kinda boring XP lol

[Graveyard Queen]

you are an amazing person and writer, love ya jess

[♋ Iris ♋]

love ya too and thank ya friend

[Dayran]

Its wonderful sweetheart. Hang in there .... you're doing it right.

[♋ Iris ♋]

thanks for the comment. I'll do my best~! ^_^

[Kitten]

This is amazing. I really like it. :D

[Bound In Red]

I love it Jess! It's defiantly you. :)