Fail..

My sister is right, she is better than me.

She is better than what I could ever be.

She gets good grades and the teachers think she is the best.

Then I am happy if I ever get a C on a test.

She may only be twelve but that doesn't matter.

She might not know it, but she rubs it in that she has a father.

I lose friends left and right.

I can't do anything without causing an unspoken fight.

The fact is, I just suck at school.

Being around all of the smarter kids makes me feel like a fool.

My younger sister does better than me at everything.

Hell she gets acknowledged more when we go to practice to sing.

I know my birth was a mistake and you can ask my real dad.

When he heard I would exist, he got up and moved away to a new bachelor pad.

I fail at everything no matter what I do.

I bet everyone would be better off without me, too.

Reviews

[Rose]

I may be an only child but I feel like no matter what I do my parents don't seem to care, and it hurts. I understand where you are coming from, even though I actually can't truly relate to it, but I sometimes have that feeling that life itself would be better if I didn't exist.

[Graveyard Queen]

you are definitely not a mistake if you are then i am a penguin dancing in a top hat married to a killer whale i love you jess

[MissEpic2902]

This is emotional, raw, unheld and awesome!! And seriously i know how you feel and i connected to this poem!! Bravo!!

[Your Perfect Disaster]

No Jesssssssss! If my piece of lady were gone i'd forever be alone!!!! It's sad that you feel this way, and i can relate (minus the father thing). I'm sorry you're feeling this down and I love you and think you're amazing. I know we don't get to talk much, but if you ever need a friend, i'm here chica.

[♋ Iris ♋]

Thanks my piece of lady.

[- - -]

Jessy Jesssss Dx dun feel dis way...well I guess I understand it's hard not to...but I wish you didn't :c you're an amazing person and we all love you. We need you here too -huggles tight-

[Kitten]

I can relate with the whole younger sister being better in school. But your not a failure. Your an amazing person. And an awesome friend.

[♋ Iris ♋]

aww i wish you didnt have to go thru that. and i wish i were those things

[Kitten]

It's whatever. And yew are bro.

[♋ Iris ♋]

hope you feel better.

[Bound In Red]

You are broski.

[♋ Iris ♋]

if you say so.

[Bound In Red]

I know so.

[♋ Iris ♋]

ganging up on me isnt fair

[Kitten]

Yes it is.

[♋ Iris ♋]

meh

[Kitten]

Love yew Jess. :p

[♋ Iris ♋]

love ya too

[Bound In Red]

What about me..? And yes it is fair.

[♋ Iris ♋]

i love you too nesh. lol

[Bound In Red]

Aw yeah!

[♋ Iris ♋]

hmhmm

[Bound In Red]

NO. You are NOT a mistake Jess. I know for a fact that I love you and don't ever want you to leave. I need my england to make my day just a little better. Stay with us jess. We need you.

[♋ Iris ♋]

hope so

[Bound In Red]

I love you!

[♋ Iris ♋]

love you too

[Bound In Red]

Yay~ :D