Not Enough

Dying inside
Decaying away
Feeling the pain
Each and every day

 

Wish it would stop
Wish it would end
Wish we had never
Ever become friends

 

Sorry it ended
Slipped away
Never knew how much I'd miss you
Each and every day.

 

Afraid of tomorrow
Of what it will bring
To see the sunlight
Is just more suffering

 

This pain in my chest
This hollowness I feel
Makes me double over,
The pain makes me keel.

 

Why did you leave?
Destroy my life?
Because you promised
To make me your wife...

 

Why did you cheat,
Decieve and lie?
Was it all
To make my insides die?

 

Was I not enough
To fill your fantasies?
Was I not enough
To calm your seas?

 

Hopefully soon
You'll be just a memory
To guard my heart
Every time you say sorry.

 

Soon,
I Won't let you back
Soon,
You'll see what you lack.

 

Soon,
You will miss me
Soon,
You will see.

 

Soon,
I will have moved on
Soon,
I will be gone.

 

You will no longer have me,
I will no longer long for you,
My heart will be hidden
Away from your view.