Fragments from my first forays into Soho, LondonA Poem by zzzingbirdDearest SoHo labyrinth walls higher than the night sky can reach blocking out dirty smog and sound home away from home away from home away from home not just filth, I promise, my love. take my hand, and we’ll guide each other into that shallow night and we’ll keep each other safe and sound “Good Boy” that’s what you call me all tender whispers and gruff moans holding my head down in the ocean drowning us both in animal musk there’s only so much you can say to yourself as you stagger into the chimera’s leonine jaw warm and moist as something I can’t write sex maybe toss a wish into an acid well and buy another drink, lad. it’s a long, dark night you were a boy like me once and you'll still let me do this that’s what it means to be evil you were a boy like me and you’ll still lead me through this jungle and tell me that our culture is a zoo you’ll sit me down at the bar and you’ll show me dread in a cocktail glass it’s not your job it was never your goddamn job to tell me that there’s beauty in the metal roses sprouting from the cracks in the dance floor and i’m so f*****g sorry that you’re not beauty enough for me tonight. i’m afraid, my love, my nemesis, my reflection. i’m afraid of the storm and the rainbow that comes after. I’m not built for anywhere but the corners you’ve taught me that much, but that’s the vantage point I’ve never seen more for worse and for better this is where I am now under the filigreed ground closest I’ll ever be to heaven with men who are just angel enough for now until tomorrow, My love, when I’ll open my maw to the sky again If it smells like something’s died It’s because of what I’ve had to drink, not what I’ve said. I promise you that’s all I promise you, my dear. that’s all it is. Farewell to scratching at my heart Like fingers playing chopsticks on a baseball. I’ll see you again one day, i’m sure Sweet boy caught wandering in this foggy labyrinth of sex and drugs . Who cares whose money it is? So i’ll stop bitching for now. Goodnight. © 2019 zzzingbirdAuthor's Note
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