Father

When he became lost.

Father;

You’ve never liked that word.

You always told us never to call you that.

But that’s really all I feel that you are to me now.

It breaks my heart.

It’s been so hard.

You’re gone, and accepting it is very difficult for me.

You have stolen my most precious belonging…

HOME.

I remember once,

When

You were my Dad.

You were my favorite person in the world.

&

I

Loved

You.

But where are you now?

My dearest friend, where are you?

In your hands had been your children,

now you claim not knowing us?

How, Father?!

How could you?

I loved you, Father.

& I know it hurts you.

But, why turn to drugs, Daddy?

You were my favorite .

But now where have you gone?

You’re killing yourself & I am forced to stand by…

Dad, tell me why!??

Why the drugs...Why over me?