Anything You Want

He takes my hand and leads the way, I'm thinking we're going to his bedroom but he takes me to a room I didn't know he had. 

"close your eyes.." he says opening the door.

"why.."

"because its a surprise.." 

"fine..." I close my eyes and he takes my hand pulling me into the room and shutting the door. 

Its kind of hot in here. From what I see through my eyelids...its also very dim in here but there is light.He tells me I can finally open my eyes and I do.I'm not all that surprised of what I'm seeing. I mean its shocking but not really. He's extremely freaky but I didn't think he was into kink. There are poles and a table. Chains and hand-cuffs hanging on the walls. Blindfolds.

"Listen..." he says sitting on the big red bed in the middle of the room."I know its a bit much, and I know you literally just started having sex so if you want to bail you can.."

I don't say respond.He was right.I did just have sex. Like yesterday...But I wanted him. I wanted him in every way possible. He was worried that I wouldn't be up for this. He whispered everything he wanted to do to me and I basically begged him too. I thought it was all just dirty talk.Nope. This is the real thing.I walk over to the wall a grab a blindfold and a pair of hand-cuffs.I walk over to him and hand them to him. He looks up at me.In shock.

"Show me everything...." I say looking at him directly in his eyes. His eyes get wide. He stands up and turns me around. He puts the blindfold over my eyes and lays me down. He brings both of my arms up and cuffs me to the bed. He starts kissing me again but somehow it feels more powerful since I can't see. He lets his hands travel down my body. Soon he starts traveling, leaving hickeys as he goes. He gets to my breast. He swirls his tongue around my n****e before sucking. I moan with each flick of his tongue. I end up pulling on the cuffs.

"Stop that, you'll cut up your wrist." he says sounding worried. I nod my head. He starts up again, switching breast. I want him so bad  but he knows that. He's simply just teasing me.

"Please...." I moan as he gets to my navel. He dips his tongue in and out. He starts moving down more. He moves his hand to my vagina and slides two fingers inside me.I jump a little but then he starts moving them in and out. "Please.." I whimper again. Just as I think he's going lower he starts moving back up.He pulls his fingers out of me.He starts kissing my neck again. I moan a small cry of want and he huffs a laugh.

"tell me what you want.." He says traveling down my body again.

"I want you..." I say with a tremble in my voice as he lowers himself more.

"Tell me that you're mine."

"I'm your's...all of me is your's.."

"That's right, you're mine...." he spreads my legs. He leans and he swirls his tongue around my clitoris. He starts moving his tongue really fast and I scream and squirm around. He wraps his arms around my legs and grips onto my hips to keep me still. 

"YES...YESSSSSSSSSSSS....JEREMY!!!" I scream as he continues to torture me with the pleasures of his most gifted tongue. My toes continued to curl and uncurl. I felt myself building up.

"Jeremy...oh baby please..." I beg him to go faster. I come lifted my hips. I know I'm dripping all over the sheets. He slides back up and un-cuffs me from the bed and takes off the blindfold.I just lay there panting as he messages my wrist. I wasn't fully satisfied, He saw my pout of disappointment. 

"be patient.." he demands. Still pouting, I give an upset response. 

"No.."

"No? so then what do you want."

"I want you...." 

"You want me..how?" he says pushing my legs apart again. 

"I want you inside me...." At my request, he nods, slides on a condom and pushes inside me. He's moving painfully slow. It feels so good but I want him faster.

"faster..." i whisper in a moan.

He shakes his head 'no' and smiles.He kisses me hard and holds my arms down to the bed. He starts pushing a little harder inside me. Going deeper and deeper.I break away from the kiss to scream and moan. I feel like I have no control over my body. He leans down and whispers in my ear.

"I.Am.Going.To.F**k.Your.Brains.Out.........You.Are.Mine"

"Jeremy....Please..."

"You're mine." he says nipping my neck.

"yes....yes....Faster........JEREMY..." he slams into harder but still slowly.

"uhhh fuckk..." he hisses through his teeth.

"you.feel...So.Good..inside of me...uh!!!"

"yea..." he slams into me again followed by slow strokes.

"again.....uhhhh." he nods his head and does it one after another.He starts slamming into me harder and faster.Still holding my arms down to the bed. I can do nothing but scream and moan his name.  I hear the bed hit the wall constantly. His skin smacking against mine. The sweat from his body dripping down onto mine. The smirk of his face, the look in his eyes, he's enjoying the control. I can't say I don't like it. I love the way he handles me. 

"You're so beautiful Ember..." he says with a tremble in his voice.

"I can't...any more....I'm so close..." he lets go of my hands and props himself up on his elbows. I grip onto him, dragging my nails down his back. He starts pounding into me making me scream. It stings a little.My nails cut into his back I felt the blood on the tips of my fingers. 

"Arghh.." he slammed my hands down to the bed and I gripped onto the sheets. I scream into my orgasm while he still slammed into me. As I started coming down from my climax,he went into his. He kissed me, hard.Slipping his tongue into my mouth. Tugging on my bottom.

When he finishes he collapses on top of me. I felt his organ twitch inside me.The blood pumping in it. I felt every thing. I felt his heart beat against the center of me. It was so strange. Some how it was like we had the same heart beat. I don't why but it felt like the two of us were one person. I loved this feeling.I wanted it always. Its such a new feeling and I don't want to let go.I don't know what this is. I'm just glad that I'm with him. He makes me feel like I matter.

 

He pulls out of me and flops beside me. I lay my head on his shoulder wrap my arm around him. He starts running his fingers through my hair. Its making me sleepy. 

"stop that, you'll put me to sleep.."

"You know, from the way you f**k, any body would think you've been having sex since you were like 17.."

"I don't wither to take that as a compliment or offensively.."

"trust me, It's a compliment...come, lets go to my bed." 

"my legs are too sore Jeremy.." I say motioning for him to carry me. He giggles a little and picks me up and takes me to his room. He placed me on the bed a lied beside me pulling the covers over us. I put my head on his shoulder and I'm pretty sure I feel asleep before him. I felt him looking at me as I dozed off.

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I woke and he was already looking at me. I caressed his face with my palm and he took my hand and pressed it to his lips. 

"Good morning beautiful.." he said smirking.

"good morning..." I kissed him lightly.

"why is it that you look so beautiful when you sleep..."

"Um.. I don't know...why do you always look at me when I sleep."

"I don't know...but come on...I'm taking you out for breakfast..." He stood up and I couldn't help but gasp. He chuckled a little confused.

"Oh my god! Your back!" I really dug into him hard last night. His back was covered in scratch marks as if he was attacked by a tiger. The ones that had been bleeding last night were now extremely swollen, not that the rest of them weren't but these were mostly swollen, you could still see the exact lines from my nails. He walked over to his mirror to look for himself.

"This is how I know I'm go-great in bed."

"conceded much?" I say looking at him.

"hey this is your doing not mine....anyways..come on" 

We both dress and head for the small diner two blocks away. We actually start talking about family.

"so...What are your parents like?" he ask me taking a sip of his coffee.

'umm..." I stare down at my cup between my two hands. I don't want to completely bash my parents but what can I say. "They're good people but...I don't really speak to them much any more."

"why's that?"

"we always had completely different views of how people should be. I always felt the need to be my own person. You know be anything but normal. My parents how ever were completely against that. They're extremely religious. Always making everything they did somehow fit in with 'god'. I wanted to wear black, have piercings..listen to Judas Priest and Metallica. They wanted me to wear really bland colors and listen to gospel music. I told my parents, about a month before I left that I didn't believe in god..They took it hard but my father said he rather that I said I was pregnant or a lesbian.I always wanted to make them proud of me, but I always ended up feeling crappy in the end. I haven't spoken to them since I was eighteen, when I left for New York. I never felt like I was really at home until I saw the city lights."

Silence. He just looked at me.

"So what about your birthday.. Christmas, do they call?" he asked.

"Umm..my mother text me on my birthday but never my dad...its like he disowned me when I left....and I guess I kinda disowned my parents as well." I felt tears forming in my eyes. The truth was I really did miss them. Although they never said they were proud of me, they always loved me. I missed being in my mothers arms. I missed playing the piano next to my father. I missed having parents. He reached over and wiped the tear falling down my face.

"Listen...what matters is that they love you...I think you should call them. Its not going to be the easiest thing, but I know you want to hear their voices, their laugh."

"I want to but I'm afraid they'll reject me as soon as I speak." 

"So then why don't you go see them..."

"WHAT?!"

"go see them, wouldn't you rather see their faces."

"I can't, I can't do this alone..."

He sighed."Then I'll go with you..."

"you will...."

"yes..If you truly can't do this alone, I'll hold your hand as you knock on the door."

I couldn't help but smile.He cared for me.Liked truly cared.Its been a while since I've felt this kind of care. I leaned over the table a kissed  him.

"Thank you.." 

I food was brought to us finally. 

"You know whats funny.." I say cutting into my pancakes.

"what.."

"That you're my boyfriend and I don't even know what you do for a living."

"oh...I'm a Dj at a radio station." my eyes lit up.

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We walked home hand in hand. His fingers locked with mine. I know we've only just met but I like him so much. He's amazing. I haven't felt this happy in a while.

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We get to his apartment, and cuddle up on the sofa we fucked on just yesterday. We flip through the channels, looking for something to get us relaxed.  

 

"I really like you..." I say covering my feet.

"I really like you too..."

"you think we rushed into this..like me and you, sex.." 

"Um..kinda..but I like, this, us, the sex is amazing, we can talk for hours."

"The sex is amazing...." i say making small circles on his thigh with my finger tips.

"uh..you wanna quit doing that...your getting me kinda....excited.." he says his voice cracking a little. I felt him getting hard in his pants. I leaned up and kissed him.He stood me up, still kissing me, and pulled off my pants and underwear. I pulled his off and climbed on top of him. I pulled his shirt off him as he followed with me. He grabbed another condom and started to roll it on.

"I wish I didn't have to wear these.." he says rolling it on fully.

"why?"

"because it feels so much better without one...."He grabs hold of my waist and enters me.

"what can ever be better then this..."

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