Glowing

I wake up to see that Jeremy isn't here. I notice a note on his pillow. For some reason I feel this horrible doubt in my stomach. 

'Ember, ran out for coffee, back in fifteen...-Jeremy'

I lay head back on the bed and start going over what happened last night. I feel amazing right now. A little sore but nothing serious.I get up, slipping on Jeremy's shirt from last night. I go to the bathroom to wash off whats left of my eye liner and notice that I'm glowing. Like seriously glowing. Everything about me just seems different. My green eyes just look brighter. My black hair a little messy but shinny and silky. I run my finger through it to make it some what nice looking. The freckles on face seem a little lighter. Which is good because I never was a fan of them. I see Jeremy standing in the doorway just watching me. 

"so beautiful...." he says as he bites his lip. He walks over to me and wraps his arms around my waist. Both of us still staring at the mirror. He starts kissing my neck lightly. Honestly, its making me want him again, but I think he knows that. I tilt my head back onto his shoulder, making my neck more available.

"I...have...to...go.." I start to tremble as his hands start to glide all over me.

"your point..." he says pulling up my shirt a little.

"I don't have one..." I turn around and wrap my legs around him. He carries me to the bedroom and sets me down. Pulling the shirt completely off of me.He stands up and undresses. I just watch him. He truly is beautiful, I can't say it enough.

"Enjoying the show.." he says sarcastically

"of course I am.." 

"turn over..."

"what ?" I say shocked.

"its not what you think...." 

I'm not to sure but I turn over anyway, keeping myself up with my arms. He rolls on a condom and slides inside me from behind. He lets his body be on top of mine, leaning on his hands for support. He moves in and out of me like yesterday. I push back on him, moving with his body and he makes a low roan in his throat. Hissing 'f**k' every few minutes. He moves my hair to one shoulder and starts whispering all the things he wants to do to me....And I love it. 

"uhhhh....yesss...." i hiss between my teeth. He reaches under me, moving his hand to my vagina. Moving his thumb fast on me, making me shake and tremble. I lay my face on the mattress and grip onto the sheets as he moves inside me. He's truly showing me how my body should feel. 

"Tell me you love it..." he says, using his other hand to pull on my hair, making me look at him.

"I-I love it..." he smacks his lips onto mine, massaging my tongue with his. I moan into his mouth constantly. He bites and tugs on my lip as we break away just to catch our breaths.  

"damn you're so tight......" he hisses as he grips onto my hips. He starts moving a little faster.

"ohhhh....f**k....Jeremy..." 

"say my name..."

"Jeremyyyy...."

"say it louder!" he says pulling my hair back so I look in his eyes. He is intense.

"JEREMY!!!" i scream as he thrust inside me harder. He still has hold of my hair and my hip. All I ca do is grip onto the sheets and moan loudly as he f***s me.I love this. The roughness. Maybe this is what Ana meant when she said 'dangerous to an Innocent like you'. 

His groans echo through my ears. Its a lovely sound. The fact that I can make someone feel good in a way that makes them excited. Its amazing. 

"kiss me..." I ask him. Basically beg him. He looks down at me, biting his lip. He kisses me over and over. I moan into his mouth as I climax. He finishes with a few more thrust and gripping onto my hip.

He slides out of me and lays next to me panting. Just staring at me.Sweat on his forehead. 

"you truly are beautiful..." he says grabbing my hand and holding it to his chest. 

"you truly are dangerous.." i say giggling.

"oh you have no idea...." he says kissing the tips of my fingers.

"well as tempting as that sounds....I have to go..."

"I'll drive you home..." 

-

We get to my apartment building and stop right in front. Before I can get out he pulls me into his lap and kisses me. I wrap my arms around his head, bringing him closer to me.

"I had a really good time with you..." I say after we break away.

"I did too....."

"thank you..."

"for?"

"for being the one to show me how I should fell....and I would like to do this again..."

"I would too...and no problem..I'll call later to set up another date.."

"okay...but I really need to go, Ana's going to kill me.."

"okay.." he kisses me one last time and lets me go.

I try opening the door as quietly as I can, hoping Anabel will be at work, but nope. She's sitting on the couch staring at me. She's pissed. I should've called but I know that's not why she's mad. Honestly she has no right, I'm a grown women.

"Hey...." I say putting my keys down on the table.

"HEY? YOU WERE OUT ALL NIGHT AND ALL YOU CAN SAY IS HEY!" she yells, waving her hands in the air.

"dude calm down,I'm sorry I know should've called you but..."

"but...."

"but I was with Jeremy..."

"what do you mean you were with Jeremy...I know you guys were on a date.."

"no...like I was with Jeremy..." 

"Oh my god seriously Ember!"

"what its not that big a deal.."

"its totally a big deal, it was your first time with a complete stranger...."

"no you have it all wrong, he told me everything, the girl killing herself, his past...."

"so, you slept with him on the first night.."

"like you haven't done that before..." 

"f**k you!"

"f**k you! and  it wasn't just one time it was this morning too!"

"whatever Ember..." she stomps off to her room, slamming the door. UGH! I was having a perfect time until I came home. I should've went to lunch with Jeremy liked he asked.