me

don't be afraid this is me taking my time

i've got other things on my mind

more than a rhyme

there's things i have to perfect more than my skill

among those things is my own personal will

sometimes i feel like i'm lacking myself

and i'll never be more than a dusty book on a shelf

but the things i want i need more than wealth

please calm down be patient

that's all i ask

i'm trying to show my emotions instead of hiding behind a mask

is that, enough reason to just lie on the grass

instead of freaking out and bust my forehead on the glass

hulk smash

and look past 

all my anger and rage

this is me flippin over a new leaf, a new page

my book is still being written today

only 18 chapters long, a game to be played

but i'm not playing alone

there are other who count on me to come home

and that is what i truly need

people who can count on and depend upon me

don't you see?

i can't stand to be alone

i'm too afraid of the dark to live on my own

too many nightmares are taking hold of my thoughts

its not something that happens a lot

but when i does 

its cause

i'm alone and afraid

i guess i'm not strong enough to be brave