Crawling

it feels like im crawling im too close to the ground 

and it feels like there's gases in the air all around 

why do i have to feel this pain within

why do i have to play the game i know ill never win

it's like they say everything will be alright 

but im lying here waiting for that bit of light

its almost as if the pain is always there

i can feel it and hear it cause i thought that you really cared

i guess i was wrong and im back on the floor

why the hell cant you stay away from my hearts door

chorus:

pain now passes faster than we realise

we still wish we could see ourselves through other broken lives

its almost as if we've been cursed to crawl in this pain

i wonder if in the end i'll have anything to gain

:2

seems the world is pushing me in the wrong direction

seems that they all have lost their affection

and im still here weeping till the day that i die

hoping and praying someone will hear my cry

but no one does im all alone in this world of fire

and all i have left is my own passion and desire

can you face me or even look into my eyes

or does the thought of me bring on your own demise

i hope it gives you hell until the end of days. 

maybe then you'll see your error in you fucked up ways

:3

i'm done crawling at your feet no more am i your slave

its not a lie when i tell myself your love i no longer crave

its seems crazy that we had something special me and you

but after you took and broke it all what else can i do?

i cant piece together what you took and threw away

so ill face the future as it comes nomatter comes my way

so if you think you still have me wrapped around your finger

my middle one's up and for you it will linger