Sometimes I wonder if the world wants me, but that day I was sure, I felt sure. Its like for every day that passes I get weaker, like I am being drained for all my powers. But that day. That day there happened something I cant describe, it was a feeling I never had felt before, like I was being filed with strength. The reason I felt like that that day was because of one person, I don’t know his name but I am going to find out. The place I meet him was in a little diner on the main street, not far from my apartment, it’s a little creepy place all black and red, not just normal red but blood red. I was sitting in the corner when he came and asked if he could join me, normally I would have said no but he made me feel calm so I told him that he could join me if he wanted to. I couldn’t believe what happened, once he sat down he reached over the table and took me by my collar gently and pulled me over and kissed me. I was chocked, not chocked just surprised. Because the kiss felt so warm, I was about to faint, but something in the back of my head kept me awake. Without really knowing I was sitting there kissing him back as if he was my lover, but he was a random guy. Suddenly the waitress came to ask if we wanted to order something, I kindly said no but the guy said that we would like a bowl of tomato soup. I caught my self starring at him, while I was thinking about his looks. He looked like he was in the early 20s, but something told me he was a lot older than that, and his skin was flawless so smooth and pure. I was lost in his deep dark blue eyes, and his smell made my hairs stand up, he smelled wonderful. Anyway back to the story, well now you know what happened that day and why I have to find him. So the following week I was at the little diner every night wishing for him to come in the door. I even asked the waitress that came with the bowl of soup if she had seen the guy I was sitting with that day, she told me that he hadn’t been there since then. I asked her if she would call me if he came and gave her my mobile number. Then the day after I didn’t go to the diner because I wanted to go out and have fun, I went to the local bar. I was sitting there drinking a beer when he suddenly came in, the music stopped when he entered the room. I turned around to see why the music stopped, and there he was. He walked right up to me and kissed me like he had missed me, I was paralyzed, not because it was him but because it felt like the first kiss he gave me. I stopped kissing him after some time and asked him about his name, he said his name was Baltus, I didn’t knew the name from anywhere so I just nodded and told him my name which is Kira, some would say it’s a girls name but it’s the name I was given so I live with it every day. Anyway after the introduction I asked him if he would tell me why he kissed me that day in the diner. He told me he could see that I was his big love, at first I was chocked, but then my heart started to beat faster. I lost my breath I couldn’t say anything I just starred in his eyes, I never felt that way before. I said to my self it was wrong to love another man, but I felt so attracted to him. It was like I had known him my whole life, but I didn’t knew anything about except his name. he kissed me again but this time it was different way different, I felt whole when he kissed me. In fact I was a little scared of it all but he made it go away just by looking in my eyes, after that day and ever since we haven’t been apart from each other. Everyday when I got off work I went home to find him making dinner for us, he made my life easier and meaningful, if the dreaded ever comes and he leaves me I wouldn’t know what to do.
The end.