dont leave

as each moment irks by
each second creeps
i feel defeat
there's nothing i can do
nothing i can say
nothing in this world that would make you stay
a pocket full of memories
a hand full of tears
smeared mascara, blood shot eyes
but it wont be the first time I've cried and cried for you
and i know in this moment it wont be the last
my vision gets clearer but memories of you flash by like the sudden moment a tv screen glows blank
my mind grows heavy and my heart weak
summer days when i was  on edge until the phone rang and id hear your voice again
when an instant message stopped my heart
and filled it with the utmost joy
until school came and i thought you were just another boy
we grew apart in seconds
but i never forgot the boy who made me smile brighter than anyone could
until one day your name appeared again
my heart stopped
and memories flowed again
like the sweet melody of your voice when you a mumbled a song
or the light breath on which you said "i love you"
the sweet simplicity of your kiss
or the linger of your embrace
please don't leave me...