sad song

pain dilutes me

holds me near

i dont live life i live in fear

i wonder the halls

dark grey clouds above

rain pounding down like the words theyve said

not a single sign of light above

hope once held tight

but now even pain grasp my dreams

i thought i had friends

i open the book but all i see is fright

i hold on for as long as i can

but i cant take the difference in me and man

stress piles like my stack of books

i hide within the nooks

to avoid the horrid looks

your different

you cant deny

what we really see inside

the words ring in my head like the bell

in the halls of my death