confessions

this here is my confession

the sleepless nights weigh on me

yet all you see is me sleep

the nightmares consume me 

they call to me

they tell me ill never wake 

and in the light of day and the dark of night,

i must say im compelled to believe them

because there was a time they where right

 the blackness tugs at the corners of my eyes 

and my mind needs its rest 

but is its rest eternal?

or is it just a nightmare at its best 

what do i wish for?

are these dreams calling me to death?

do i keep fighting, or do i rest?