The Edge Of A Heartless Blade

trigger warning!!! this is mostly about my experiences going through depression and self harm

self inflicter

hollow silver

getting myself through another river

torn self harmer

another sliver

beautiful silver

undertow catching stronger

i look ahead and close my eyes tight 

dropping the heartless blade

i let go of my footing and jump to the edge

barely catching the ledge with one hand

a small sigh of relief i let out as i see them stretching their hand out close to mine

as i lay back on the soft greener grass i open my eyes again to see you're not alone

there are more

each with a shy broken smile and an open heart for me

i realize

am i really alone here?

Author's Note

sorry again if i triggered anyone but please send feedback ill do my best to improve