But I think

I am honestly terrified to the bone.

Making such a drastic change like this.

Making it impossible to undo.

Leaving every thing I know.

Cutting myself off from my family.

Leaving my job.

My house, My car, My bed.

Really leaving my old self.

If I think about it too much,

I think I'll back out.

Change my mind and remain.

Silent and scared.

But I think that 

Waking up to your face will be worth it.

But I think that

There is no place I will ever feel more at home.

But I think that

This change will be honestly good for me.

But I think that

If I think about it too much,

I'll wonder why I hadn't done it sooner.