The Worst

I wake up after 13 hours of sleep

and I still feel tired.

But that's not the worst.

I find myself regretting

so many choices I've made.

But that's not the worst.

People around me don't see 

anything the way it is.

But that's not the worst.

I'm reminded that I always end up

hurting the people I care about.

But that's not the worst.

I feel myself slipping away from

who I really want to be.

Bit that's not the worst.

The worst is doing nothing about any of it.