I never
knew the air around me could be so conscious;
That the air itself could breathe and sing through the branches of a tree.
As I sat on the grass fields, one spring morning
Every breath was a gift; a breath of life I’d consume
In order to live just another minute
within the warm embrace of a world
I had otherwise forgotten.
All around
me, the universe became an entity.
A personality I, although have never spoken to, have always known.
Perhaps I have, but have never known.
Such is the nature of our condition;
A life of never ending uncertainty and illusion.
And why is it that the wind cries the loudest
When we are sheltered within the confines of a home?
I have never chosen to be like this.
In much the same way, I have never chosen to see.
It was my worldly epiphany.
Such a thing does not abide to your will.
Because, perhaps in the end, it is a personality.
In a moment of brief lucidity
I’d never thought to ask the more simple questions.
What is it, what is it made of, and why does the wind blow?
But a very different question indeed:
Who are you?
And why did you pick me?
I am taken
By a pang of incompetence
My existence became minuscule
It was then that I heard the whisperings of the leaves
“Don’t be.”