stills

i still think about you,
i do

i think about you
when i think i'm pretty
and i'd remember how
you'd look at me
and make me believe

i think about you
when something good
happens, and you're
the first person
i want to tell
the only person
i want
to kiss me
congratulations

i think about you
when i think of horoscopes
and personality types
and the absurdity of chickens
of religion
of life

i think about you
in the big things
the little things
and all things in between


i think about you
when i think about her
and how
maybe
you two
really were
meant to be
together


and i think about you
when it makes me sad

because you're everywhere
but here

because maybe
you don't mind
not having me

because maybe
you're happy
not with me