hypotheticals

"if you could go back in time and change one thing, what would you do?"

i firmly believed in

things happening for a reason

 

and i still do

 

i'm glad i met you

it's an honor to meet

this version of you

 

but F**k It

if things didn't happen 

for the reasons they did

 

i would trade

the million moments

i spent floating and searching

growing and fighting

 

if it meant

a chance

of meeting you

 

a chance

of talking to you

on that biology class

or that film organization

 

a chance

of exchanging ideas

of hearing your thoughts

of wondering and pondering

about life

and love

and the world

and people

and beauty

and kindness

and warmth

 

a chance

of walking with you

of holding your hand

of growing with you

 

through the many possibilities

before each and every sunset

 

because f**k it

if things happened for a reason,

i'll take a chance with you

Author's Note

i finally have an answer to the hypothetical, but i'm not sure i like having one =3=