grace

it's not funny anymore

i just.

want to be graceful

 

to not have

dishes     toppling over

one another as i

wash them

or things     falling

out of my hands

at every opportunity

 

to not have

my footsteps

break

the silence of the room

or have that same silence

broken

by my limbs hitting

every

f*****g

furniture

i pass by

 

please

what do i have to do

to not be responsible

for everything i own

everything i touch

toppling

falling

breaking

 

 

i just.

really

want

to be graceful