Reaching the Emotional Stage of the Liquid Toxicity

..no edit, only the honesty of the moment..

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I love to hate but hate I also hate 

Im always contradictory, of that there is no debate 

I always mourn the death of my spiritual faith 

I always feel that I don't care enough about what I create 

Often times, I do write, just to view a inner shade of me 

I should not rush my steps.. 

I should properly cultivate my creativity 

But I am filled with anxiety 

I am sure that there is no time to waste 

I write words just to gain acceptance 

But in that a false image I always chase 

But what the hell 

But what do I know 

I always rhyme 

To show that I can flow 

These words are just reconfigured 

All of my songs are identically mirrored 

Secretly.. let me tell ya that I just seek to be a pillar. 

So hopefully... 

One day I will change the fact that I only write filler.