Self Inflicted Callousness

..i return time and time again, to that horrid pain..

 

Why do I return to what causes me anguish?

Why do I learn nothing from what often ails me?

Here I suffer pain over failing to comply

Conscience... when coveted most, it’s an absentee

 

I feel the horrid pain but not the memory

I feel this instance.. yet not what was before

It’s as if chemical synapses I misapply

Is it that… secretly…  masochism I adore?

 

 

- DD

Reviews

[Ed Hart]

we get used to things; we call them home...it takes courage to leave

[Solitaire-P0ette]

Some strong emotion causes you to come back and repeat the cycle of pain over and over again. And with time Your heart becomes callous. "Why do I return to what causes me anguish?" The question is always why?

Nice work =)