F**k-all Translation

i have been studying the structure
in conversations you think i can not translate
thinking about gardens
soul mates
and suicide.
you were wondering where i went
that time my eyes went blank

seems i just keep filling up the sink with dirty water
filling the baskets with your holey t-shirts
you keep saying stay
and i keep counting days

remember that time
you held my hands in yours
searched my face for hers
smiled compassionately because you knew i had tried

keep saying everything
repeat