yesterday

i had a nervous breakdown yesterday                                     

 

my first                        

 

people should NOT write in such a state.

 

to preserve my present sensibilities i will not read them now because they are irretrievable- email should have a shat button.

 

to those who rec'd words from me- please pray and disregard. fortunately, nevous breakdowns are not communicable. you will be alright.

 

 

Author's Note

quitting prozac- that sh*t is nasty.

sugars in the morning, carbs in the day, protein for dinner-f*ck pharma

Reviews

[Emily B]

there is a reason for everything, and if you sent words out into the Universe, then there was something in them that needed to be read . . . take care of yourself, I walked away from the anti-depressants over a year ago, there are some things doctors can't understand, so it's up to me to take in plenty of fresh air and sunlight and healthy food and rid myself of all the negative things I gather during the day.

be well :)

[Alicante lullaby]

ohhhh;so sorry.I haven't experienced any thing such as this but wish you luck.My heart pains for you.

[Paul Ramnora]

I remember having had a nervous breakdown, once. Boy, it sure was no joke. I mean, being in that state of totally nervous depression...one of the very first things you notice is that you've completely gone and lost all sense of humor...nothing seems to be a joke no more...and, everything seems to be extremely serious...well, either that/or else, everything seems to be utterly and completely meaningless?!

Thank God, that I happened to be fully recovered now; because at the time when you are going through these really sad and bitter experiences; then, you tend to wonder if this is never ever going to end for all the rest of your entire lifetime?! Now, I can quite safely say there is light to be found at the end of the tunnel; though, maybe, not when you are actually going through it yourself.

One good thing about having experienced having a nervous breakdown is you no longer look down at others/or, laugh at people who are going through the exact same thing that you went through. Whereas, before when I'd never gone through such wild and crazy hoops; then, sad to say, I might very well have looked down and scoffed at them.

[VeCeWallace]

Hey man. I take prozac myself as well as many other tranquilizers and anti-depressants. It's okay, I have also many other problems, just ask if you want to know. I'm proud to be who I am though, although I break down nand cry every single day. But anyway great poem I like how you used your emotions.

[deeps]

I think it's okay to breakdown
Hey if that is how you feel at the moment do it
It's a form of expression.
So express yourself.
Well said once again.
I like this. you make me think

[Chloe Madison Taylor.]

I disagree, sir.

It is entirely too comforting to read about someone elses breakdown when you are going through one yourself.

And, being the selfish human being I am, I enjoy reading about someone elses misery to make mine go away.

[Poeticpiers]

temporary insanity can relieve stress effectively