The Alley Off Thirteenth Street

The Alley Off Thirteenth Street

A Poem by zanfad
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A thought about hope in dark places

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working there in the alley just off Thirteenth Street
I heard echoes of "Clara" amid soul-piercing sobs - 
a woman shambled over, arms glued to her sides,
empty hands holding invisible sand bags.
tear-streaked wet cheeks, still crying,
she paused, wailing
"Have you seen my Clara?"
I wanted to help her, really I did
so pathetically lost, sadly hopeless and desperate.
yet I answered the truth,
"No, I didn't"

who was this woman, or Clara, at that?
maybe a child, wandered off ages ago -
today, mother, gray, tormented, still searching...  
"Then f**k you", she yelled, shuffling away 
toward Thirteenth Street, unconcerned 
she wore just one slipper for two ashy feet.
a simple reply could have tendered new hope
of holding dear Clara
before death finally stole her

then an old sod danced an odd waltz,
legs still unsteady, he stopped there
to water the wall
swore he knew me - two soldiers in 'Nam -
but I was too young.
remarking my health must be failing
(he'd never seen me so pale,)
he suggested medicine
from the brown bag he held
he offered to hold the long ladder steady
so I wouldn't fall again like I did in Saigon.
"No!", I held firm, but we commiserated
pains and hard times since then;
Dayday and Niney, our friends,
never came back, though we saw them 
sometimes in the alley.
then Matty, my brother, stumbled away
in search of lost buddies in bottles of gin.

Tiki, so skinny but ever the beauty,
insisted we go on a date
right there in the alley,
grabbing my crotch to
punctuate
her proposition
as if words were never enough.
I offered she was quite pretty, but then
"if only I wasn't married," I lied, so she settled
for the cigarette I lit for her instead,
and wondered when work would be done
she needed the business making used condoms,
repaving the alley just off Thirteenth Street.

perched high on my ladder, I could just see
distant Broad Street
lost latex expressions of love
no longer sticking in treads of my boot
out there on that corner,
a man from The Nation selling bean pies
ignored me for days when I passed him by
finally asked me this morning if I'd like to try
the healthy delicacy he'd held high to God.
I felt blessed, accepted, he addressed me.

Rastafari, camped on the other side,
still passed out free samples of Passion and Bliss,
names he gave to incense he wished
would transform shattered glass and trash
into the heaven his dreams said might be.
I wore his fresh gifts, sticks behind each ear
perfuming the stink of stale urine and condoms
and wondered if they walked here, too,
through this alley just off Thirteenth Street.

© 2011 zanfad


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Added on September 26, 2011
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