I need to find me

 The pain I feel inside

is too hard to bare

The tension

coursing through my body 

I feel alone

I feel like i have not lived

 

My life has hit a bump

100 miles an hour

I can not stop

I can not go back 

But every moment i feel im going to crack

 

I love my friends

I love my family 

But for some reason

I can not love myself

 

My friends see me as a rock

Someone who is happy

But im crying on the inside 

All i crave for is someone to love me

I have so much love to give

 

I want to do so much with my life 

I want to see more of the world

I want to meet more of the people

But i feel the life i lead now

Does not help that craving 

I need to leave

I need to find greener fields

I need to find my heart

I need to find my soul

I need to find me....

Reviews

[Poeticpiers]

i can empathise wit the feelings portrayed in well wriiten prose. The truth is though to find yourself you must look inside