E.J.D.M.

I feel inspired. Before there was you, there was another. There were many others. You are here now. You can do what they once could. They left me, each in their own way. I hate to think that, one day, you will too. I know I can't stop it from happening. It's inevitable. The truth is, you should leave. I'm poison, especially to people like you. I'm a parasite. I will use you and draw from you until I have no more need. That's when I will push you away. You won't even know it's happening. I've done this so many times. I won't dwell on it. I'll pretend it's not the same as it ever was. You don't even know. It's already started. It's started and I've been using you. That's what I do. I'm a user, an addict. I'll take what I need and find my next fix. Now it's you. Don't worry about it. It's not all bad. We'll have plenty of fun before it's over. You may even connect the dots. The fun will out-weigh the worries. You won't ever know. I'm sorry. I'm always sorry after. I'm always sorry before and after, never during. I'm losing that sense of guilt. That means it's starting.

Reviews

[Jess Holden]

This is amazing :) straight from the heart. What doesthe title Stand for?

[Chloe]

Its impressive how self aware you are of yourself, my dear. I've met people who are three times as old as we are and still haven't realized or admitted their faults yet. It shows that no matter how faulted you think you are, you're better than those who won't even look truth in the eye. This is wonderful, you know I always love reading your work.