Sometimes I miss you like crazy but then I think... is it even worth it?
I'm falling into a paranoia of emotions which is taking me to a place from where there is no return.
I want to emerge from it, holding your hand, triumphant, that at last I have you etched on my soul
and with the knowledge that you'll be on mine forever...
I have been kept hanging by a thread of hope that I keep alive in my harrowing heart
~
while wallowing away in the grief of the knowledge that all that I did was for naught...
You kept me waiting and I kept on believing in you because I had no choice except to not believe.
You; who I had given my whole life to...
until ~
it turned cold and now it's nothing but an icy heart ~ stone cold...