HiraethA Poem by yramMarch 4th Hiraeth Regret eats me when i have the time to think about it How do i forgive myself for something that makes me hate me? To go back to when i only regretted going outside without shoes on Or picking up the bee that turned around and stung me What do i need to do to put myself at ease? because i can’t become a kid again Cant giggle at curse words and my cousins Cant give you all hugs and forget what happened Youre dead now, thats impossible Let me believe in god so maybe you can hear me Im so sorry
Let me go back in time with the knowledge i have now Don’t let me deny you Im So Sorry Im so sorry im so sorry im so sorry im sorry
The damage is done, we cant reverse it Time cant go back, i can’t take it back I cant forget it, this fills my head One sorry or a hundred sorrys or a million sorrys and its still there with a bunch of sorrys
i cant forgive myself, i don’t deserve to i wasnt there and i didnt have the right to hurt you i didnt have the right to speak when i didnt understand i shouldnt have lied on command i shouldnt have turned my cheek for the sake of a “good man” And now everything is the way it is We’ve grown up, we’re no longer kids Im so sorry id kill myself to go back in time © 2017 yramAuthor's Note
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2 Reviews Added on March 5, 2017 Last Updated on March 5, 2017 Tags: #nostalgic, #feelings AuthoryramOHAboutWorking on myself Despite my poetry, i am a happy person. I freaking love dogs. more..Writing
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