truth in chaos

my thoughts all revolve around you and my mind is starting to dissolve 

as i slip into my self induced madness i thank you for this 

if it wasn't for you releasing these chemicals into my head i would never have broke this connection

the reality so dull it never felt right

now the world has come to life 

i hear the colors they whisper to me 

they tell me of your darker side that you hide with your bright colors

the green in your eyes runs from your black heart 

your golden skin hides your scars

your secerets have never been more clear

i see your words they spell lies

your word were so sweet they tasted of honey and spite

you smell like roses and fear

i found your secrets 

you thought you were chocolate 

you're nothing but a lemon

my mind descending into total anarchy

you're still there reminding why the madness is sweet relief

your somberness is a reminder of what reality is

so i sit here and drift into madness