Without a Heart

Wondering, thinking
wandering into a empty space
Where my heart, my empty heart reigns
I cannot scream, nothing comes out
The pain is real, and it won't stop
I want to escape, think it's all a dream
but this crazy dream becomes my reality
the pain insists, nothing comes out of my throat
I want to die, but it won't let me go...
I feel pain, my heart sits there...
It's slowly dying
Sitting there on it's throne, bleeding ever so much
vaguely smiling, slowly trying
but it won't survive this time
Pain slowly crawls up my chest
reaches my throat, no sound escapes...
I want to let go, but I cannot
I want to reach over, end this life forever
I cannot survive what's coming over
Only one hand, one soul can make it stop
but so far away, he sits in triumph
knowingly smiling, mischievously staring
looking over, oh so vile
making sure the pain ends my life
because he knew he stole what was inside of it
he took it away, yanked it out, with no mercy
and here sits my heart, bleeding slowly
dying away when it should be singing with joy...
pain reaches the very end of my chest...
I try to scream again
no sound is made...
he wins, he wins the fight
I slowly died inside...
now i wander around without heart
seeking revenge, seeking his soul..
wanting him to be miserable
wanting him to be sorry
wanting him to slowly die the way that he made me die
wanting him to wander around like me, without a heart...