I let him go. One step at a time.

I let him go. Its so good and feel so good knowing I let someone like him get out of my life. I'm doing so much better now and I'm happy where I'm at. I'm a strong woman and I know I can do whatever(:

I saw him today,

In my dream,

I began to cry,

I asked myself,

"Why would let him go?

You'll never be good enough,

No one cares about you,

Or that hopeless love story,

You wish you could have with him",

 

Tears began to fall,

I tried to tell myself,

"He wasn't worth my tears or my time",

You think I listened,

No,

Tears feel like raindrops,

My soul felt like it was ripped apart,

My heart felt like it was broken,

A million times,

Over and over again,

I couldn't take the pain anymore,

 

Later in the day,

It grew worse,

I wouldn't talk to anyone,

I wouldn't eat a thing,

I wanted to just give up,

 

I thought and thought about it,

I weighed out my options,

Thought about saying goodbye,

To all my loved ones and to the world,

But I couldn't do it,

Even though,

The thought stayed around in my mind,

I wanted to prove that I was strong,

That I didn't need him anymore,

 

From now on,

Starting today,

I'm going to learn about me and worry about me,

Instead of worrying about him,

Even though,

It's going to be hard,

I know I can do it,

I can do anything,

One step at a time.

             -Ashley Montgomery

July 12th, 2012

 

*I wanted to share this to this website because I wanted to show that even though I was at a really week moment in my life I still over came what I had to over come and I am a strong person then I was back then and I just wanted to say I'm very happy with myself. Also I did put in some things to this but other then that I hope you guys like it and read it and please review. I would love to hear what you guys think(: thanks!! *