Girls I knew.A Poem by Kathryn HuntThis is a terribly difficult piece. Names 'removed'.
In 1st grade, S and I were part of a girl gang. We threatened to kiss the boys to keep them away from us. M stole my best friend. I cried all lunch for a week, and then stopped talking to both of them. In 2nd grade, I went camping with H and we roasted marshmallows together and listened to her sister tell jokes we didn’t understand. In 6th grade I met K. She cursed and had the body of a woman. I couldn’t think of anyone more amazing. In 7th grade, M and K invited me to sit at their table. I never left. In 8th grade, I laughed with M at K told me that if I died, she didn’t think she could on. I glowed with importance. I cried myself to sleep the night before graduation because I would never K, M, H or S again. We didn’t stop hugging for an hour. In 9th grade, everyone said that S had slept with D. D denied it, but S told me it was true. I didn’t go back to her house. In 10th grade, I found out M did not plan to live to graduation. She showed me her scars and I could find no words. We went to bed silent. In 11th grade, H’s mom got breast cancer. The usage of marijuana in that house doubled. My schoolwork and karate became too much. I stopped returning phone calls. I only heard about my best friends from the lips of acquaintances. In 12th grade, I learned S was in I learned that K had changed her name to Rain. She had dreads and sat outside the school talking about the things she drew when she was high. She was always high. H failed all her classes fall term. She didn’t care. Back in 8th grade, A took a picture of us. We all sat around that round red table where we had shared a years worth of lunches and secrets, all smiles and arms around one another. Of all the best friends in that photograph, I am the only one who has made it out of high school alive. © 2008 Kathryn Hunt |
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Added on February 7, 2008 AuthorKathryn HuntAboutI said to Life, I would hear Death speak. And Life raised her voice a little higher and said, You hear him now. --Kahlil Gibran My soul is made of other people's words. I try to breathe through th.. more..Writing
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