The Berlin WallA Poem by Kathryn HuntAnother post-college slam poem
Flesh of my flesh, heart of my heart, bone of my bones, We’ve always been less alike together then alone And you’ve got secrets enough to fill up the catacombs With whispers and wantings and words you’ll never own And you took on some secrets of my own Held them as tight and as silent as the houses we called home. And you’re still hoarding them, despite of what I say. And I’d ask for a song or a speech or a phone call that could reach you But all the words I have are poems and pleas, And that’s never been enough to bridge the gap between you and me Not even when we were young and naïve And forgetting lines between like and love So this is not a poem for you, but about you For everyone slipping and sliding down a slope of What couldshouldwould be Possibilities of a life we’re told shouldn’t be seen Half glances and just maybe Toeing the line, I never learned to ask for just enough Always wanting more then is socially acceptable, accepting the inevitable freefall and forfeited friendship What else could I expect, exceptions to the rule? I’ve never had that kind of luck, but hell—love’s given fortune for less. And, oh, She was the devastation of first love, The hesitation anticipation trepidation waiting for the degradation of all the barriers we built to last through lulls in laughs but never touches, the press pause and breath pick it up and go go go if we move fast enough we won’t remember why we decided this was a VERY BAD IDEA to fall in love with your best friend. Beat yourself up, fall apart, start it over and over and over again and who were we at the beginning of this? More innocent, more similar, less bitter. Those were your words, And it’s an image I’ll never lose Two girls in a pool under a full moon Ripples reaching thighs and sides I’d never touch Intensity just one notch below ‘too much’ Perfection as fleeting as anything but more poignant then most Because you cared when they saw what they’d say And I was never scared of walking away. And you had a voice that was harsh And carried criticisms over crowds You said, You build castles on the transitory transubstantiation of H2O from liquid to gas to something seemingly solid, held in the hand of what anyone other than you would call God. I say, yes, I build castles on clouds, Not just any clouds, No princess clouds of glitter and peace But thick, heavy, forbidding clouds whose wind could bear Loki from the underground seas, Angry-faced clouds the spark and rumble and roar, That break open and bleed the torrential downpour, Who settle and sign and nourish the earth. You said I killed your dreams but I killed my own, So that yours could give birth. And I’ve got a dream where we don’t use different words for the same thing, No more language barrier like the Berlin Wall But just a line on a country on a globe on a stand, One of those lamps that illuminates both ocean and land, Where I can hold both East and Where language doesn’t matter, Because if I ever traced love poems on your shoulders in runes you can’t read, I think you’d still know what I mean. But we never touched, and now we don’t speak, And I’d ask for a song or a speech or a phone call that could reach you But all the words I have are poems and pleas, And that’s never been enough to bridge the gap between you and me So it’s 1988, the wall’s still tall I’ve never been afraid of leaving, And I’ve always hated to wait. © 2008 Kathryn Hunt |
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Added on February 7, 2008AuthorKathryn HuntAboutI said to Life, I would hear Death speak. And Life raised her voice a little higher and said, You hear him now. --Kahlil Gibran My soul is made of other people's words. I try to breathe through th.. more..Writing
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