A good poem, I like the idea of being outside the box, of trying to break back in to gain some connection to (normal) people, to have any human contact, a desparate feeling surely, one idea to make it better (if I may be so bold) - taking out all the punctuation, the commas, or putting periods at the ends of a sentence, ex: Line 21, "they don't notice how they are. Those one, two, threes are part of a pattern." Just to be consistent throughout.
not sure exactly what its meaning is but it is the most unique i have seen in some time, what does mean? would you give me a little insight, it would be appreciated.