What Am I?

I control things I am no longer sure of. I don't know what I am anymore.

I don't know

what I am anymore

Am I human

or am I force

I feel a field of motion

Under my skin

A wave of excitement

Commotion

Within

I control feelings

Stir them in a pot

Mixed together

Raging flavors 

all at once

I can see

Behind what others 

See

A pool of blood,

A muddy puddle

Jump but don't flood

Safe and subtle

I can sense 

Expiry of the living

And rise of the dead

No insurance

For the living

and the summoned

Live at once

Live it all

Fulfill each deed

Stand tall

Rest in peace 

Dodge the free fall 

Looking glass

Looking back

I see behind what

I see

Shattered

Dozens of obliterated sharps

Bruise the ground

Am I human

or am I force

I guess i'll never 

really

know