I get lost sometimes

started off about school but with my thoughts changed topics which is how it got the name.

Get lost sometimes

only in my head

find myself in a dream 

that would kick me out of bed

stressed by a test 

I wake up in first period

cuffed by these walls 

I call it an arrest

Im half a second early to my next cell

Shut the door on my foot oh well

Maybe next time you will be on time!

maybe next time my books wont fall out my bag 

and they wont get kicked in the hall

Stop walking so slow?

Miss are listening at all.

Another late mark

Sometimes I'm like whatever 

Doesn't hurt me now 

But will end up on my record

Just another door shut on me 

Another opportunity

Divided into groups

they never taught us unity

Or loyalty, honesty, not even respect 

I can't tell a teacher when he's grabbing my neck

foul play but we didn't have a ref

Playing on the court he was playing with the tech

He wasn't in white classes like I was

never had a chance

I was taught to use my words

He was taught about his stance

Sorry Miss what you teach isn't relevant to me

Big words suffocate

Like im struggling to breath

Untamed and unnamed 

Just a number

Scars  cutting from situations

Hope I recover

Didn't cut myself

Don't even trust my self

Bad breakup 

I just stuff myself

Not with food

with these words of hope 

I can use them as tools

Wanna be a genius 

Sometimes feel like a fool 

Hope I beat the game 

One day change the rules

Apologize for rambling

Tensions heating up 

So excuse me for scrambling

Not good enough for you

Please tell me why

Correcting imperfections

Why are we living a lie

Do you ever sit and think

Should I even try

Not a second for that

Time to work not time to sigh

Pardon the lengthy speech 

I'm just letting go

working all night 

It'll pay off in the day 

perhaps not with money

but in another way 

Just the habit 

of pulling rabbits out of a hat

and making magic will

make the tragic situations

disappear 

It never happened

Or what they want us to believe

Sad the nicest people are the ones who get deceived

Don't know where I'm going with the topic of these lines 

I just couldn't stop it 

I get lost sometimes 

Author's Note

could be a rap just how it came to me