Falling Apart

I cant do this anymore

He's giving up

He cant take this anymore

The abuse on

His body

His mind

His heart

His soul

It hurts...

He can't take this pain anymore

He's backing out

It's someone else's turn

Is he being selfish?

His mind is Shattering

His will is fading

His tears are breaking

Free of the prison

His mended heart 

That took so long to mend

Is slowly falling apart
All over again

Everything hurts

This never ending pain

He cant take anymore

He gives up

He wont fight back

There's no help for him

No one he can tell his secret

No one he can count on to be there

He wishes she wont see him like this

That she will never have to know

Of all the pain he went through

He hopes she never understands.

Flash backs that are so very cruel

Come again to rule

In his dreams

When he is awake

Torturing him 

He's fallen apart

He stares at the mirror

Looking at his scars

They ache

They bleed 

He holds the knife

Holds it over his wrist

And slowly lowers it

The word Monster all over his arms and chest

One for every year he's been abused

This is his 7th word.

A Birthday present...

Author's Note

please ignore grammar