WHY do YOU MAKE ME CRY

      how come when i try so hard and love you with all my heart you turn away. you hate me. you make me cry. you turn my smile upside down my stomach inside out. i tried over and over till it wasnt a mistake it was a choice to come back. i just wished i was her. you'll never like me . because im ugly . im not popular . Boys like you go for the girls who think there everything the ones that date you for a day and move on. they never really love you. why so why do you pick the them when you could have the ones sitting on the wall at the dance . the ones THAT truely care and love you with all there hearts the ones that will never hurt never use you and never ever leave. so tell me why do u pick those girls? i may be a weed , but in the end ill be a flower. would u pick me or would you go for the roses in the corner the perfect ones the ones better than than the weeds? i just wanted you . then it got to where i was shaking and i needed you. you'll never know how much i loved you. yet you dont give a care. im just a girl growing on the wall far from you. you'll never understand. i hate it the fact that you dont care your burning me into ash. hate hate . i try to forget you but it seems i cant . why do u make me cry . why do u make me wait on you forever. and forever feels like hell. tell before u leave tell me why you make me hurt so bad.