meeting you

Meeting you was different. thinking of you in a new light. theres more to you than i thought.when i saw you that day my life changed my heart jumped out my chest. the only thing holding me back from u is ronnie he said:  AND aLL this talking is llike A waist of time Becuse its not like YOu give a s**t ! go love on your Landon but when HE f***s your over jsut like the rest dont Come Crieing back 2 me DAMIT­­. that hurt me . would u do that ? would u kill me like kenny like lando talkington like the others. would u date me for two weeks then leave and say'' its middle school thats what happens .'' ? would u if so then whats the point of trying ! i always saw u as a boy just that boy in the pe hour . my aunt would be like whos that boy . id say'' landon hes in my 6th hour he helped an old lady across the street hes really nice.'' . my friends had enough of ur name cuz im always saying it . now ur not just thAT boy ur more than that ur the boy the only one i think of. i always kinda liked u but if i told u you'd be like'' ewwww shes ugly . '' so i kept silent. but when u asked me out i thought it was a joke . so i was like are u serious? i went to sleep thinking of u . thinking i cant wait to see him tommorow at school. i hAD a nightmare that night of u and maddy . in my nightmARE maddy said ''landons breaking up with you .he was just joking when he asked u out.'' i just laid on her leg looking at ur face wondering why would anyone try to break me i deserve better . i woke up at 1:00 at night . believing it was just a dream . i looked into the mirror why would he like me for 1 im ugly as f**k. 2 im different from the popular girls 3 i laugh to much 4 im way to dramtic 5 i creep ppl out wit my eyes 6 my heart is broken 7 im way to nice. why would u like me? im just a girl in ur pe hour just a girl. but ur not jus a boy ur LANDON . and thats why i love you. so please dont leave me .