There's a girlA Poem by LarrycallThis goes out to a certain girl who changed my life in 6 days
There's a girl . There's a girl who looks in the mirror and isn't happy . There's a girl with a soul breaking into millions of pieces no one bothered to pick up . Her heart rips as she slices her hips . Arms of scars each tell her story . There's a girl who sits alone thoughts lost in a book scared to repair what once was there her arms like thread she cuts them in dread . Inside She's lost in a dark hole screaming for someone to help but on the outside a tear just slides down her face and she collapses on the bathroom floor with a blade at her wrist crying as she slices thin lines into her canvas Only stopping till she can't take it anymore . The blood is covering her skin and she's afraid why does she always turn to this ? It only hurts her but she can't stop because it keeps her alive . Little does she know I love her . I love this girl she's worth more than this pain she goes through . There's a girl who hurts and hurts and all she remembers is blood the next morning when she wakes up to fresh cuts .. cuts aren't worth the pain anymore . There's a girl who just needs to be cared for . I'm a girl and I'm here to save her . I'm a girl who just wants her to let me in to help patch her heart back together . I'm a girl and I'm not sure why I care so much but I can't help this feeling I just want to help so much I want her to be happy . There's a pretty girl somewhere and she's worth everything she's beautiful I love her voice it's so calming I love her smile it's so warming and her hug is even warmer . I hope one day I see her real smile not the fake ones she plasters on so know one knows she's really dying inside . She means soooo much and I can't express it enough I've emotionally invested myself into this girl . I just want to change her life and show her she deserves to be happy although she's messed up and had bad things done to her . There's still a light :) there's a pretty girl somewhere and I'm just a girl who wants her to see what I see when I look at her too . I won't ever give up on her because I don't give up on people I care about . Don't be afraid to hurt me don't be afraid I'll leave you or hurt you either . I'm not going anywhere ever I'm always here for you . There's a girl who just wants to be happy .
© 2014 LarrycallAuthor's Note
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Added on June 20, 2014 Last Updated on June 20, 2014 Tags: Depression, self harm, scars, cutting, help, love, worthless, high school, cosplay AuthorLarrycallnone of ur biz , LAAboutI NO LONGER WRITE ON THIS WEBSITE ! i write on wattpad my account is lyricalgoesmeow .im 16 . i write to vent and speak out about mental disorders to help others like me feel like they are not alon.. more..Writing
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