Im sorry for being myself

Im sorry Im not who you want me to be . I'm sorry I make you uncomfortable . I'm sorry Im not as cool to talk to as before . Im sorry for being myself finally. Why can't you just understand that? I always felt like something was missing , deep down I knew what it was , but hid it. Now Im brave enough to accept myself . Now Im strong enough to take the hate and bullying from the world . Im sorry im not normal. Im sorry I tried to be I really did. I just couldn't take it any longer. I thought you would accept me for being myself . I thought you wouldn't care . Yet it just made it hard for you to look at me . I just wanted you to be here with me , but I can't take this anymore . All you do is push me away . Why can't you just look past it . Being gay doesn't define me . My personality does . IT won't matter you still cant see that . Your so closed minded . Well I'm sorry im not what you want me to be.

Author's Note

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Reviews

[melril18]

I really love the format of this and all the emotion behind it. It's very honest and beautiful :)

[LyLy]

Proud of you. If you need someone to talk to, I'm always around.