Shes really here. Laying across me . The sun dying away . Beautiful city lights flash across her closed eyes.Everything is so silent. For just one moment i almost forgot that it means nothing to her . Shes drifted off into a soft sleep . Her weight on my lap. I cant help,but look down every so often . Watching the night sky go by . The wheels of the bus turning . My world is churning . Burning . Knowing it meant nothing . While it means something to me . Feeling her breathing . My worries melted . I wonder whats shes dreaming . I close my eyes and darkness fills me . I hate myself . For falling for her . She'll never see me as anything . Because we mean nothing . She felt nothing.Right? While i'll always be here on the side waiting . Is it worth it? My heart skipped a beat . I swear she felt it because her eyes open and look up at me . She makes her way off the bus . We hug goodbye The i'll see you later drifts . As i walk to my door . I try to remember ...it meant ..nothing.