Do I know you? You know me.....

Self explanatory deluge into destruction and madness

Welcome Dr. Jekyll

     Come on in Mr. Hyde

It's a bipolar party

     All access implied

Hurt and hate

     Love and lust

I change in an instant

     Requiem to dust

Given to me

     Then taken away

Each an equal and opposite

     Scientific dismay

A emotional high

     Then feeling quite low

Could not wait to get here

      Now I am ready to go

Feeling incredibly blissful

      Yet resorting to s**t

Went from angry to wistful

      I give what I get

Life's a written book

      I am but ink on its pages

Life in debt to sin

      Owing all of my wages

Happy once again

      The darker side says

While the brighter side focuses

      On darker day

I give to myself

      Just to get taken away

Rollercoaster emotional ride

      Sanity, price of admission you pay

Just one more fear

       For complete motivation

Drowning in tears

       Swimming in complete devastation

Longing for love

       Therefore I lose

Always mesmerized by lust

       I stand accused

I am a six pack suicide

       Taking 12 steps in the wrong direction

Have been applied

        For my own protection

To the god of loss

        I raise my cup

I've poured myself out

        Now fill me back up

Feeling more serene now

        God bless medication

Indebted to my therapists

        For their dedication

I started writing

        Inspired with something to say

Now uninspired with cerebral constipation

        Just please go away.........

I feel so lonely......

       Swimming in comlete devastation