Remember

I remember all those times we had

Our joyous and contagious laughter,

Our long and ridiculous talks about nothing

Our long and ridiculous talks about everything

I remember... do you?

Do you remember?

I also remember all the troubles we had

But they were put behind us

Because we pulled each other through- like friends always do, right?

Do you remember?

Are you starting to remember now?

That time we couldn't pull each other through?

Do you remember?

Of course you don't 

Because friends never put each other through hell.

What will it take?

Do I have to burn down a building?

Do I have to show my scars to people who don't understand their existence to begin with?

Do I have to freeze hell over to make you understand?

To make you understand that you do this

You make me like this

You make me completely,

and utterly

insane.

There is nothing more I want right now than to just tell you how much I hate you.

But luckily for you, 

That's easier said than done

So these words stay inside four walls

Outside of them?

I'll keep smiling, because everything. Is. Fine.

And I'll be hating you more every day

Because friends never put each other through hell.